finally done with the narrative poems. the first one's about the most magical place i've ever been to - the bathroom. xD the second one seems kinda psychotic, though... and the word de-fan-ment, forget everything about it. it doesn't even sound nice. xD


Batcave Break

these moments when i am left
staring at the vast white (of the screen)
tell me that i should take a break
and run away (so far away).

so i stand from where i am,
take a few steps forward.

what's with all the white?

the new place is something akin to
an asylum (i have never been to one),
so white and quiet and i
am all alone with nothing but the white tiles
to accompany me.

but in this place so white, i seem to
come to an understanding about things--
how numbers work and how
light flies are born.
(i close my eyes at the light's sheer intensity)

when i look to my right, my reflection
looks like liquid,
and i burst into laughter when i feel
the soft tickling of rainwater.
to my left is a band of strings
that have once trapped me;
now i'm finally free.

i scribble figures on my hand
and come to a realization that
one plus one is not two
but only one not only in this world
but also on the outside.

so how amusing is it
that a minute spared from the world
can lead to the discovery of a breathing space
that is enclosed by four white walls?

priceless.

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The Little Princess

these palace walls break
when the cool rain comes rushing down (down, down)
and the doors are lowered
so that the rainwater could come in.

morning breaks into song.

little princess comes by and
bows to the guards,
something she has gotten used to.
she's been taught to be courteous
to people around her (even to lowly commoners),
and she very well practices
what she preaches (what her mother has taught her).

so (queen) mommy comes along and
takes the princess' hand.
they walk home,
not too far from where the gates are
(just a few more steps-- inside).

but when the doors close
and the palace walls crumble,
rainwater turns into fire and little girl comes rushing into
the flames that have consumed the entire castle.

(queen) mommy to her daughter,
"where are you?" but there is no reply.
"baby?" when she comes back, she's all grown up
and a princess, rightfully so.
"my lady," and (queen) mommy bows,
"here is the throne."

but what power does (queen) mommy have
that she could hand over the crown to this sweet, little lady?
princess has the scepter on her right hand,
the world on her left,
and the entire galaxy on her feet.

so these little twin stars shine
when she looks down on them and
waves her scepter in mid-air air saying,
"i'm the queen of the world!"
because she is.

but just as soon as she casts her spell
on all the faces of the earth,
the rain comes running down
and puts out the flames that gave way
to her birth.

"my child, is that you?"
and (queen mommy) falls on her knees when she sees
a scepter, a dress
and a child bathed in tongues of fire.

"here i am, mommy."

so anyway, THE HAPTIC CF. OH GOD. JUST. LET ME FANGIRL. THE JAEMIN. I DIE. AND THE UTTER GHEINESS THAT IS HOMIN. DEARLORDIDIEDIEDIEDIEDIE. AND THE CHUNJAE BUTT POKING. I SPAZZ SO HARD. (and pach_unni can definitely attest to this. xD)

WILL GET TO SCAPPING AND IKKONING THE CF TOMORROW (if i could). EEEEEK. i have made far too many icons today. 86 sujuman icons. yes, sujuman alone. add around 10 icons that i made for the recent airport pics and the 50+ i made yesterday. so yes, i shall spam with icons tomorrow. meanwhile, i flail so madly at the fact that i have a kyumi icon.. heck, i even have a zhoumi icon. and i said i won't fangirl kyumi/zhoumi. kill me now. (i am also loving my NEW default icon. yes, i changed it just now. i fail so much at life, don't i?)

... HOSHIT I JUST WATCHED THE SECOND CF. OHGODTHEHOSUAIYEEEEEEEEEEEE. OTPWHYPLEASEMORENAO.

never have i spazzed so hard. so many pairs. so much love. aish.
will just finish DLing the last CF then i'm off to bed. lots of chores to do tomorrow. and i'll finally be seeing my friends on friday after so long! :D

... and the sariaya pics. why do i fail so much? will post them tomorrow. i mean later. sometime in the afternoon? i don't know. i can't think straight right now. what. xD

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ZOMGWTFSUWHYSOCUTE. YOU BLOOD PRESSURE AISH. AND THE NAVER COMMENT. PURE WIN. I DIE. SERIOUSLY.

OKAY. SLEEPING NOW. REEZA, YOUR HEART BE STILL. xD
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