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2008-05-07T16:50:40Z

finally done with the narrative poems. the first one's about the most magical place i've ever been to - the bathroom. xD the second one seems kinda psychotic, though... and the word de-fan-ment, forget everything about it. it doesn't even sound nice. xD

Batcave Break

these moments when i am left
staring at the vast white (of the screen)
tell me that i should take a break
and run away (so far away).

so i stand from where i am,
take a few steps forward.

what's with all the white?

the new place is something akin to
an asylum (i have never been to one),
so white and quiet and i
am all alone with nothing but the white tiles
to accompany me.

but in this place so white, i seem to
come to an understanding about things--
how numbers work and how
light flies are born.
(i close my eyes at the light's sheer intensity)

when i look to my right, my reflection
looks like liquid,
and i burst into laughter when i feel
the soft tickling of rainwater.
to my left is a band of strings
that have once trapped me;
now i'm finally free.

i scribble figures on my hand
and come to a realization that
one plus one is not two
but only one not only in this world
but also on the outside.

so how amusing is it
that a minute spared from the world
can lead to the discovery of a breathing space
that is enclosed by four white walls?

priceless.

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The Little Princess

these palace walls break
when the cool rain comes rushing down (down, down)
and the doors are lowered
so that the rainwater could come in.

morning breaks into song.

little princess comes by and
bows to the guards,
something she has gotten used to.
she's been taught to be courteous
to people around her (even to lowly commoners),
and she very well practices
what she preaches (what her mother has taught her).

so (queen) mommy comes along and
takes the princess' hand.
they walk home,
not too far from where the gates are
(just a few more steps-- inside).

but when the doors close
and the palace walls crumble,
rainwater turns into fire and little girl comes rushing into
the flames that have consumed the entire castle.

(queen) mommy to her daughter,
"where are you?" but there is no reply.
"baby?" when she comes back, she's all grown up
and a princess, rightfully so.
"my lady," and (queen) mommy bows,
"here is the throne."

but what power does (queen) mommy have
that she could hand over the crown to this sweet, little lady?
princess has the scepter on her right hand,
the world on her left,
and the entire galaxy on her feet.

so these little twin stars shine
when she looks down on them and
waves her scepter in mid-air air saying,
"i'm the queen of the world!"
because she is.

but just as soon as she casts her spell
on all the faces of the earth,
the rain comes running down
and puts out the flames that gave way
to her birth.

"my child, is that you?"
and (queen mommy) falls on her knees when she sees
a scepter, a dress
and a child bathed in tongues of fire.

"here i am, mommy."

so anyway, THE HAPTIC CF. OH GOD. JUST. LET ME FANGIRL. THE JAEMIN. I DIE. AND THE UTTER GHEINESS THAT IS HOMIN. DEARLORDIDIEDIEDIEDIEDIE. AND THE CHUNJAE BUTT POKING. I SPAZZ SO HARD. (and pach_unni can definitely attest to this. xD)

WILL GET TO SCAPPING AND IKKONING THE CF TOMORROW (if i could). EEEEEK. i have made far too many icons today. 86 sujuman icons. yes, sujuman alone. add around 10 icons that i made for the recent airport pics and the 50+ i made yesterday. so yes, i shall spam with icons tomorrow. meanwhile, i flail so madly at the fact that i have a kyumi icon.. heck, i even have a zhoumi icon. and i said i won't fangirl kyumi/zhoumi. kill me now. (i am also loving my NEW default icon. yes, i changed it just now. i fail so much at life, don't i?)

... HOSHIT I JUST WATCHED THE SECOND CF. OHGODTHEHOSUAIYEEEEEEEEEEEE. OTPWHYPLEASEMORENAO.

never have i spazzed so hard. so many pairs. so much love. aish.
will just finish DLing the last CF then i'm off to bed. lots of chores to do tomorrow. and i'll finally be seeing my friends on friday after so long! :D

... and the sariaya pics. why do i fail so much? will post them tomorrow. i mean later. sometime in the afternoon? i don't know. i can't think straight right now. what. xD

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ZOMGWTFSUWHYSOCUTE. YOU BLOOD PRESSURE AISH. AND THE NAVER COMMENT. PURE WIN. I DIE. SERIOUSLY.

OKAY. SLEEPING NOW. REEZA, YOUR HEART BE STILL. xD
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so everyone's doing this--

2008-05-06T15:54:03Z

not that i'm jumping on the bandwagon. it's just that i also want to share my two cents (but i'll just paste my reply to the conversation i had with pach_unni earlier this evening regarding the entire yoosumin tirade.

they should take the matter not as a ground for disappointment of de-fan-ment (what) but as a... form of amusement. it's fanservice. JAPAN, PEOPLE. is it so hard to understand? sige, matakot kayo sa mangyayari sa fans nila sa korea, pero don't look down on them. (translation of the last part: okay, you can be afraid of how the korean fans would take it, but don't look down on them.)

out your thoughts on the issue, if you'd like. i'm open to not-entirely-nice comments and such.

that aside, i've managed to come up with some icons today. 54 icons total, all involving the saitama pics. i'll be waiting for more tomorrow. they're bound to come in TONS. xD and the sujuman pics! gawd. WHY MUST THERE BE KYUMI (kyuhyun x zhoumi)? ~~AND WHY DO I FIND THEM CUTE? o.o~~ I NEED KYURY. GIVE ME MY KYURY, FANDOM. and the audio of kiss shita mama sayonara. OHGOD. MY STUPID BROKEN HEART. SAVE ME.

random: i seem to have a thing about breaking nowadays. i've been using it frequently in fics. it's quite amusing. ^^; these palace walls break/ when the cool rain comes rushing down (down, down)/ and the doors are lowered/ so that the rainwater could come in. (from a narrative poem i'm making for the school publications) it might be a new writing style.

i am loving my new default pic. and my new su icon.

still need to finish the narrative poem. why am i talking about princesses in my poem again? i've never been good at poems, really. they always come out... weird. there is no breathing space/ when we talk about blue skies (grayed by the rain)/ sunny days (hidden in between clouds) i'm better off with short stories.

i am so random, really. pardon the randomness. i'm weird like this, yes. :D
hope to hear from you all.♥

[EDIT]
i'll post the pics tomorrow... hopefully. i fail at life, really.
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[AND ANOTHER EDIT]
Dear juudenkanryou. I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery. I think I realized it when your dwarf bit me in your camping car, and I saw you carve your initials into Manchester United's goalkeeper. I'm sure you're masochistic enough to understand that Extreme Home Makeover sucks. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your mom as a memory. You should also know that I always wanted to break Cocaine abuse. Go burn, aoireeza <3.

The MEME:
Dear (the person who last commented on your journal). I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___, and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___. ___12___, -your name- <3.

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
Other - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit at
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My pen pal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
Other - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbor Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

ANY★DREAM

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